Round Three, Round Two

So M’s beta was negative, which was a bummer.  Yesterday she went for her second IUI, so she’s now in the 2ww.

I am on dpo11, and expecting my period on the weekend.  

We gave our NaPro Dr’s name to a friend in our town who lost 4 pregnancies before successfully having her first child (using progesterone cream through the pregnancy). She’s been trying for #2 for 2 years with no luck.  Apparently her hormones are worse now that they were before, and she started the same treatment as me, 3 months later than I did. Aaaaaannnd, of course, she’s back from holiday and pregnant.  After the last few months of her hormones STILL being in the toilet, and mine being perfect.

SIIIIGGGGGHHHHHHH. (or SCREEEEEAAAAAMMMMM, to be more honest).

Really, there’s not much more to say.

Except last week I finally got SO fed up with my bloated revolting body, got on the scales and freaked out enough to do something about it.  Back on an elimination diet, added 3hrs of walking into my week and I’ve lost 2kg (4lb).  Another 2kg to go.  I’m feeling much better.  Well, I was until I found out about this latest pregnancy.  Feels like such a slap in the face.  Same problem, same diagnosis, same treatment, but yet again, I am NOT the lucky one.  Honestly, what is with this shit???  How many games of scrabble can you play with every hand full of vowels until you just think it HAS to be rigged?